OMG you guys know that i've been putting off buying taiyo no namida LE version, i was like omg i'm gonna buy it when its on sale and all wanting to buy it on the 27, but my older sis had an exam so i said ok i'll wait one more day b/c i was like well week single and pacific album is not even sold out yet so i bet taiyo will be there also but the next day came and
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my heart sunk into my stomach........
i was ready to buy both singles and happy but when i went to yesasia..........
it was out of print
OUT OF FREAKIN PRINT OMG I WAS SO SAD AND SHOCK
IT FELT LIKE I BROKE UP WITH SOMEONE I REALLY LOVE OMG I WAS SO SAD I COULDNT DO ANYTHING I JUST FROZED.

my sister then ask well are you gonna buy anything else.........
me heart broken (i guess) didnt say anything and so we left to the car
omg i was so sad that when we got to the car i sad omg i think i'm gonna cry, but my sis thought i was joking, but i wasnt... well i didnt want her to think i'm crying b/c she will tease me and text all the people she knows and say omg she cried b/c of a single but omg it was so hard to listen to her joke about me omg when we got into the car and started heading out of school
my eyes started to get teary. and my tears slowly came down my cheek. i turned the other way not trying to let her see me cry omg
it really hurted knowing that i wasnt gonna be able to buy it
i pretended to yawn to seem like my eyes were getting teary but i was actualy crying
i couldnt stop crying i mean tears were coming down my cheek and i didnt want to wipe it b/c my sis will know that i'm crying
but i was so painful not able to cry for it
i know that it sounds stupid but i dont know at the time it feels like a crying moment.<omg getting teary now... really am>
we went to pick up my little sis and i calmed down a bit i took many breaths and decided that its not the end of the world ... at first i was like maybe i can buy off other people but not they want the single also so icant do that
i went to bed knowing that i'm not gonna be able to buy that single, unless there was more comming but i know that thats not true
i closed my eyes and drops of tears slowly were absorb on my pillow case
to conclude i decided to just buy the RE if its not out of print already omg if it is i would so cry really i would

This all happen yesterday 2/28/08